- who am i -

look at me ..

look into my eyes ..

i'm just a simple girl ..

but how come my life is not simple ..

i just wanna be like the other girl ..

that can have fun with her friends ..

that can have dinner with her BF ..

look at me ..

whay do u think about me ?

do u think what i think ?

i dont think so ..

i'm a girl that doesnt have any FREEDOM ..

i'm a girl that locked my self in my room and CRY ..

what should i do ?

this is my destiny ..

Dear GOD ,

please show me the right way to FREE my self from the world i've been living this long ..

maybe you can see the smile that i shown ..

but it's not a pure smile that come from me ..

it's just like a mask to cover my pain and loneliness that i felt this long ..

but there's someone ..

SOMEONE that hiding inside and waiting the time to come out ..

- i wish i could grow more faster and find the way out of this problem -